the fish girl in my comic needs to get into a building without anyone seeing her tail and i have spent longer working out the entrance than drawing the entire page. a wheelchair would work but then where does she get one and why would nobody ask questions, and a huge coat makes no sense because i already drew everyone in summer clothes. my brother said use a shopping cart which was NOT helpful until i pictured her furious in it while her friend pushes. now i think thats the scene, except i need a reason the cart is there. i was supposed to be writing an english paragraph and instead im researching my own imaginary parking lot

i tried the dance from the new video in my room and apparently being able to swim for an hour means NOTHING when you have to move your feet and arms in different directions 😭 my legs were fine but i kept holding my breath trying to get the turn right and then standing there panting like i had done something impressive. the floor shook enough that my brother yelled upstairs which honestly ruined my career. afterward i could feel my heartbeat in my neck and my hair was stuck to my face but i wanted to try again because there were like four seconds where my body actually did the thing i asked it to do

my best friend sent me a picture of her lunch table at her new school and everybody looked so comfortable together that i got upset before i even read what she wrote. she was literally saying one girl had the same terrible pencil case as me, she was thinking about ME, and i was busy zooming in on the girl beside her like a detective with no job. i sent laughing faces because the pencil case thing was funny but then i wanted to say i missed sitting with her and it suddenly sounded way too serious. so i asked if she was free saturday and now im mad at myself for checking whether shes typing. please just answer yes