Body
Karaoke at the neighbour's and I chose the big song again, apparently I learn nothing hahaha. Halfway through the chorus I ran out of breath and tried to finish the line anyway, voice getting smaller while my sister laughed with her whole body. At work I tell people to breathe so carefully, then off duty I expect one lungful to last an entire love story. Came home with warm cheeks and a dry mouth, still humming while I washed my face. My legs felt tired but not heavy like after a shift. Sat with water before bed, no second performance. The kids said they could hear me from our house. Excellent coverage.
Mind
Trying to plan market shopping without buying enough food for a house that includes every sibling in Bohol. I write the actual number of people first, then imagine somebody dropping by and add another portion, then Mama might send fish so I should buy vegetables for that. By the end the list belongs to a different household. My sister says we can cook again if visitors come. True, except I'm usually on call when plans change, and I like knowing there's something ready. Crossed out two things, kept the rice. The notebook is very tidy for a system based largely on people who haven't said they're coming.
Emotion
My husband called when the seven-year-old was showing me a school paper, and for once the connection stayed good enough for him to hear the whole explanation. Usually we repeat everything until the child wanders off. I was happy listening to them argue about which part of the drawing was the boat, also a little jealous because he gets this excited version and I got the morning fight over a missing pencil. Not his fault, lagi. After the call the child asked if Papa had really seen it. Yes, every corner. I saved a photo to send anyway, then stood there wishing the phone was a person in the kitchen.