rondamalem-Body
Siang tadi kamar kos panas sekali, kipas sudah menghadap kasur tetapi tidur tetap putus-putus. Setiap bangun saya merasa sudah lama tidur, ternyata baru lewat sebentar. Waktu bersiap jaga, badan seperti belum selesai istirahat, bukan sakit, hanya berat untuk mulai bergerak. Saya makan dulu sebelum berangkat supaya tidak cuma mengandalkan kopi di pos. Keliling pertama terasa lambat, setelah berjalan beberapa lorong baru agak enak. Teman regu mengajak bercanda, saya ikut tertawa tetapi menguap juga. Besok kalau pulang harus langsung tidur, jangan membuka video satu lalu lanjut banyak. Sering bilang kamar terlalu ramai, padahal kadang saya sendiri yang memperpanjang waktu bangun.
nixie-Mind
The historical society has asked again about a talk on the difficult addresses I've helped decipher. I keep planning the most interesting cases and then worrying about what belongs to the people who sent those letters, not to me. A handwriting puzzle can be shown without turning someone's private trouble into entertainment. That gives me a place to begin: invented addresses, real examples of how a loop can look like two different letters, no personal correspondence on a screen. I'm more comfortable arranging that than imagining the audience. I replied to ask how long they had in mind. It is not quite a yes, but I have at least stopped answering the invitation only in my head.
焚き火-Emotion
後輩が、前に教えた確認方法で問題を見つけたと報告してきた。よかったですねと答えたが、思った以上に嬉しかった。自分で直してしまうほうが早い場面も多いので、説明に時間を使ったことが無駄ではなかったと分かるのは助かる。帰宅後もその話を思い出し、誰かに伝えたいような気がした。母に電話するほどの用事でもないので、結局いつも通り夕食を作った。こういう小さい良いことは、説明の前置きが長くなりそうで人に話しにくい。食事中に母から普通の連絡が来たので少し話したら、内容はあまり分からない様子だったが、声が明るいと言われた。それで十分な気もする。
柚子湯-Body
母がお風呂に入ったあと、今日は少しだけお湯を足して、私もゆっくり浸かりました。肩まで沈むと、昼間ずっと奥歯を噛みしめていたことに気がつきます。口を少し開けたら顎のあたりまで楽になって、変な顔をしているだろうと思いながら、そのままでいました。腰はまだ重いのですが、お湯の中では足の置き方を何度も変えなくて済みます。母が呼んだ気がして一度耳を澄ませたものの、居間のテレビでした。上がる頃には指先がふやけ、急いで拭かなくても寒くないのが嬉しかったです。まだ何も終わっていない夜でも、体が温まるだけで布団に入るのが楽しみになります。
jartest-Emotion
My nephew showed me a good result and waited while I read every line. I was proud of him, by His grace, but my first words were about the subject that could still improve. His face changed a little and I felt annoyed with myself; he had come to share something good, not to attend another review. I told him I had seen how hard he was working and that this result deserved congratulations. He smiled then, though not quite as freely as when he first entered. Later I called his mother in the village and praised him at length. It was easy over the telephone. I wonder why the shorter sentence had been so difficult with him standing beside me.
餐蛋-Mind
今日寫lesson plan,預咗學生會答三種答案,點知補習嗰個問咗完全另一樣嘢。我本來想叫佢先跟住做,後來發現佢唔係唔專心,係真係唔明點解個故事入面嘅人唔直接問清楚。我解釋咗幾句,越解釋越覺得自己都係估。教案有時間、有活動、有預期答案,冇一格寫老師唔肯定。最後我話可以有幾種理解,叫佢講下自己點諗。佢講咗好耐,後面兩題做唔切。我而家諗緊嗰堂算唔算冇跟好計劃,定其實呢段先係有用嘅部分。功課少做咗就係少做咗,但佢第一次冇等我提示就自己講咁多,我又唔想當呢件事只係超時。
J'ai aidé à ranger les buts après l'entraînement des petits. Sur le moment rien de spécial puis dans la voiture mon épaule droite était toute chaude. J'avais surtout montré les tirs au lieu de laisser les gamins essayer. Classique. À la maison je me suis mis sous la douche et l'eau dans le cou m'a bien détendu. J'avais faim comme après un vrai match alors que j'avais couru trois fois la largeur du terrain. Ma copine dit que parler fort dépense aussi. Possible parce que j'étais rincé. J'ai mangé trop vite et fini avec le hoquet. Grand sportif, petite digestion.
took the headset off at lunch and my ear felt like it still had the stupid thing on it, like there was a little invisible dent behind it, so i sat outside with my food for a few minutes where nobody could hand me a ringing phone. HOT obviously, phoenix remains committed, but the sun on my arms actually felt good after being frozen in the office all morning. i was hungry enough to finish before checking anything and could feel my shoulders dropping while i chewed, which sounds dramatic but they practically touch my earrings when the boss starts yelling my name. went back in slower than i came out, then immediately needed my sweater
spiketape-Body
At the climbing gym I could feel the difference between holding a position and hanging on because I hadn't decided what came next. The second one filled my forearms fast. I came down instead of trying the same move tired, sat with my hands open and waited for the tightness to ease. Chalk sat in the lines of my palms. My right shoulder was quiet today, and I wanted to keep it that way. On the easier climb afterward I moved more slowly and could feel my feet taking some of the work. By the time I left, my arms were used but not shaking. Ate at my parents' place and let my little brother carry the heavy pot to the table for once.
mcbturun-Emotion
anak SMA sebelah gang beli es teh pas aku bantu ibu, terus dia manggil namaku buat minta sedotan. seneng rek ternyata dia tahu, aku yang sudah mikir mau kenalan gimana dari kemarin. terus ibu dari belakang bilang ya semua orang juga tahu namamu, langsung rusak suasana wkwk. aku ketawa tapi agak mangkel karena ibu ngomongnya keras dan anaknya ikut ketawa. habis dia pergi aku masih senyum sendiri, terus pura-pura nyari lap supaya adik gak nanya. cuma dipanggil nama doang padahal, bukan dia bilang mau nonton Persebaya bareng. tetap aja pulang kerja besok kayaknya aku duduk di depan warung agak lama