Journals — ThePill.Me

ildrache Body

il drache donc j'ai gardé ma veste jusque dans le bus sauf qu'après dix minutes j'avais trop chaud et impossible de l'enlever sans mettre un coup de coude à mon voisin. mes cheveux étaient mouillés contre le cou et les pieds froids mais le dos chaud, super réglage mdr. arrivé à l'école j'avais déjà mangé la moitié du sandwich, je sais pas comment je peux avoir faim si tôt alors que j'ai déjeuné. en répète le soir j'avais les lèvres un peu fatiguées à force de reprendre le même passage au baryton. j'ai arrêté de souffler pendant la pause et juste bu de l'eau, pour une fois je faisais pas semblant de jouer plus bas

linetwo Emotion

Mom remembered which coffee I like. Very small event, not a headline. She had ordered it before I got there and was sitting with both cups, apologizing because mine might be getting cold. I felt this sudden ridiculous urge to cry and then got annoyed with myself for making a normal coffee date complicated in my head. We mostly talked about her neighbor's fence. It was fine. Better than fine, probably, but I don't want every good visit to become proof that everything between us is repaired. I can be glad she remembered and still want to go home after an hour. Both happened today.

windowseat Mind

Walked past a building I'd known before the quakes and tried to remember the old shopfront without mentally filling it in from photos. Couldn't do it cleanly. I can remember waiting there with Mum, the feeling of the pavement under my shoes, but the glass I picture keeps changing. It's odd knowing the repaired windows better than the ones I grew up with. At work I like an opening I can measure. With memory there's no useful second reading to take, you just keep getting your latest version back. I was going to ask Mum, then got distracted by something in the new window. I'll probably remember to ask while I'm somewhere completely different.

aindanao Mind

encontrei o texto que escrevi sobre a minha avó aos dezassete anos e há uma frase que me pareceu boa, o que imediatamente me levou a desconfiar das restantes. não é propriamente um método de leitura. estava à espera de vergonha alheia e encontrei a cozinha dela descrita com pormenores de que já nem me lembrava, incluindo uma cadeira que entretanto desapareceu. agora não sei se recordo a cadeira ou se estou a acreditar na miúda que a escreveu. apeteceu-me acrescentar o que sei hoje sobre a minha avó, mas isso ia dar outro texto, provavelmente com explicações a mais. deixei o ficheiro aberto ao lado das candidaturas. é uma companhia estranha.

dirtysoda Mind

I'm trying to plan a Saturday that doesn't require all five of us to enjoy the same thing at the same time. The oldest wants to go somewhere, the youngest considers buying apples an outing, and I keep seeing pictures of these beautiful family activities that apparently involve matching jackets. We have jackets. They just don't match! I started a list of places and then looked at how much of the day would be driving. Maybe breakfast somewhere and an afternoon at home would count. I'm leaving the calendar square empty until we decide, which shouldn't feel as unfinished as it does.

boulette Body

J'ai voulu prendre l'escalier à l'hôpital pour éviter d'attendre l'ascenseur, puis j'ai dû ralentir au deuxième étage parce que mon souffle faisait plus de bruit que mes chaussures. Pas un exploit sportif, deux étages avec un sac de câbles, mais je l'ai senti. Une infirmière m'a parlé en arrivant et j'ai répondu le plus brièvement possible pour qu'elle ne remarque rien (stratégie probablement transparente). Mes jambes ont vite récupéré, c'est surtout cette chaleur au visage qui a traîné. Sur le chemin du retour j'ai marché le long de la Meuse sans accélérer, et là je me sentais plutôt bien. Je préfère tout de même quand mon corps ne commente pas publiquement mes résolutions.

ticketclosed Mind

I am preparing for my appraisal and the draft is again full of team results, with my own work hidden inside them. The manager should know who handled those escalations, but that sentence has not helped in the last two promotion cycles. I can clearly explain a fault to an angry client; apparently explaining why I could lead a team is much harder. Wrote down three examples of training freshers and kept wanting to add that anyone would have done the same. Anyone did not. That sounds arrogant even here, but it is also accurate. My wife has offered to read the draft after dinner and I am trying not to soften every line before she sees it.

calfgateclick Mind

In biology we were talking about seeds and now I want to try growing the same kind in two different spots at home. Dad asked what I wanted to find out, and I said which would grow better, but that isn't very specific. Taller doesn't always look healthier. I also wanted to change the soil, which would mean I wouldn't know whether the spot mattered or the soil did. This is why a simple idea takes up a whole page once a teacher gets involved, except this time I did it myself. I'm drawing a little chart with room for pictures. My brother wants to name the plants before we've even planted them.

tuozaafi Body

After football I sat outside our room because I was too hot to go straight inside, shirt wet down the back and my legs still wanting to move even when I had stopped. I had run plenty without doing much useful with the ball, chale, at least nobody can accuse me of resting. When I finally washed, the water over my head felt better than the whole match. Then the hunger came properly, not the small one I ignore between lectures, and I ate slowly because the food was hot. My thighs are heavy now when I stand up, but sitting by the window with a full stomach feels good. I was going to read my notes and have been on the same line for some time.

silbatazo Emotion

Mi hijo de diecisiete me dijo que a su hermana le perdono lo que a él le cobro completo, y me dio coraje porque lo soltó delante de todos como si estuviera presentando una denuncia. Le dije que no fuera exagerado. Después mi hija mayor se quedó callada de esa manera que ya conozco, y eso me molestó todavía más que si hubiera hablado. No me gusta sentir que mis hijos están del otro lado de la mesa juzgándome, pero tampoco me gustó verle la cara al muchacho cuando cambié de tema. Sigo pensando que las situaciones eran distintas. También sigo recordando lo rápido que salió mi respuesta, sin dejarlo terminar.